Lead Me On

I wonder what day you decided

You were done with me

What changed with us I don’t understand

To end it so rapidly

Why you felt that leading me on

Was better than coming clean

You kept up the façade

And made my life a dream

But then everything came crashing down

When you decided you were through

Hit me like a million knives

I was still in love with you

No one has ever treated me better

And then never treated me worse

The ache I felt, so horrendous

I felt like I was cursed

I think of you from time to time

When something reminds me of you

I push it aside and try to ignore

Those memories aren’t true

Truth be told I still care

And wish you and I were still us

But I know that will never be

You, I will never again trust