Do You Ever

Thinking back to those days

 and the day that I met you,

if only i knew what I know now,

would it have changed what I went through 

Everyone wishes they could go back

To change the past in some way, 

but if they did they wouldn’t be

who they are this day

Do you ever wonder

the what if’s and what not’s,

the “shoulda-woulda-coulda’s”

and if I hadn’t ever been caught?

If you’d made a different choice, 

and where you might be now,

who would be in your life,

 the who, the why, the how

I think about it often,

imagine different possibilities, 

makes me question if I could, 

who would I now be

Do you ever stop and think, 

gee if only I could, 

but if you really change it all

do you think you actually would?

~EA Sprinkle 10/21/16