These are poems that I have written over the years as a way to get things off my chest, tell people how I feel, and in some cases complete fiction because I was inspired by a phrase, a photo, or a person. Not all of my poems are based off my life but there are some that were inspired by it. I've always had a passion for writing; it's my way of unwinding, my creative outlet and I plan to continue writing for the rest of my life. =o)
Another star shines brightly on this darkened night, newly added in the heavens, out of reach, but not of sight Sometimes it will be hidden when the sun comes out to play, but it’s brilliance will return as the light slowly fades away Believing isn’t always seeing, but knowing that it’s still there, looking down peacefully, the love that it […]
I died today But then again, how would you know You just threw me aside You just let me go We used to talk every day and sometimes late at night We could talk about anything You were important in my life I was there for you when you needed My support you never lacked But when you should’ve done […]
I’ve always been scared that i wouldn’t be able to have kids, only to have those fears validated, when my first pregnancy self terminated, Decided to try and try again, but at what cost? How many times can someone go through that kind of loss? Started thinking of the future, and picking out names, that small glimmer of hope, only […]
All that surrounds me An ocean of crashing waves Not a glimmer of hope in sight Completely lost I’m needing saved Rain pouring down on me Hopelessness sinking in Don’t know what brought me here This disaster I’m now in Waves rocking uncontrollably Shaking me to my core Winds forcing me further in Far from where I was before This […]
Thinking back to those days and the day that I met you, if only i knew what I know now, would it have changed what I went through Everyone wishes they could go back To change the past in some way, but if they did they wouldn’t be who they are this day Do you ever wonder the what if’s […]
Funny how such a frigid place makes your worries melt away gliding effortlessly across the ice flying some might say The look, the feel, the chilliness brings back those memories of times many years ago and how life used to be The joy and tranquility carving stories with your soles letting everything wash away floating – but in control The […]
A piece of me is broken So much it’s beyond repair Try as I might to figure out It’s identity remains unclear Usually I take no notice Continue day in and day out But something triggers inside me This thing comes back – it shouts Why can I not comprehend or grasp this thing I miss Why do I forget […]
It started out so innocent try to impress and be that which was sought I realize now that instead of giving in for myself I should have fought I tried so hard and for so long to be someone I’m not I didn’t realize until too late it was myself that I’d forgot Now I’m working towards repairing what was […]
I thought I was ready to face you I thought that I was strong but seeing you only for a moment I know now that I was wrong The dreams and thoughts I have of you trickle from night into my day I wish that I could tell you everything but I wouldn’t know what to say All the moments […]
The more I try to pull away my thoughts drift back to you memories of how it was I wish I could break through It’s supposed to get easier – or so they say each day I start anew but it only worsens as minutes pass “time heals” just isn’t true