Time

The more I try to pull away my thoughts drift back to you memories of how it was I wish I could break through It’s supposed to get easier – or so they say each day I start anew but it only worsens as minutes pass “time heals” just isn’t true

Scenes

You see the smile on my face And not behind the scenes The turmoil deep inside Appearance not what it seems The memories that once filled with joy Now fill with something else Torn and broken, these poisonous things Are now what I’ve been dealt Every day it seems worse Whatever mended ripped apart There’s no denying who caused this […]

Untitled

What goes on behind closed doors And just cause you don’t see Doesn’t mean that I’m not hurt I’m crying constantly I’m only acting strong because I must Or else I would break down I have to put on this brave front Otherwise I would drown Don’t pretend you understand You’ve no idea what I’m going through It wasn’t just […]

Mask

Smiling is just a façade You don’t know what it’s like in my mind You see what I want you to believe And not the pain inside  It wasn’t something that came easily A better answer I searched for weeks But I couldn’t change how I felt Making everyone happy was out of reach You may not think I’m suffering […]